recklessly late?

i woke at 10am, had a lot of time in my hand going around the house, ate a bit early than i usually do. i took a bath around 1pm and tinkered with laptop while watching a tv. i go sooo sleepy that i told myself i'll do a power nap and wake up in time to dress and go. lo and behold, when i arrived, i was running to the front altar, hand-signaled to double time, was asked immediately to do a cross sign on the baby's forehead and asked by the priest what it symbolized.. offguard but i answered him. apparently its what he did to late comers.
come reception, we were early. it was an intimate one, close friends and faaamily.
apparently were in the same page of not being able to picture ourselves with a big belly. but the pressure of age does seem to bother us lol. im not afraid of getting married to tp, its the string that comes with it as a family.